wow... been a long time since i've posted anything. I think I might rev the engines again.... but not just yet, because i have to go to work. Hehe.

So tonight was supposed to be a good time... go out, saturday, drinks, lots of friends, etc.. then this damn snow came and ruined everything. No one wants to go out, heck, some won't even answer their phones. And i don't blame them, it's a really crappy day. But i want to do SOMETHING - it's saturday. I guess i'm gonna go over to my friend lucy's boyfriend's house and play poker, but it just sucks because there will only be a few people present. And besides Lucy, i'm the only girl. Her bf's roommate always hits on me and i really wish there were going to be more people there to buffer the situation for me. Fuck. I sound like an asshole, complaining about being hit on, but i'm really not comfortable with it sometimes, because i'm not very tactful when it comes to turning people down politely - it's hard to do, esp when you're single. Plus this guy's like, 36 years old. He doesn't really look it, but still. ehhh. I'm not one of those girls who likes older men. I prefer my own age group, thank you. I find it rather creepy, esp when they tell me i'm cute. I'm just thinking, "well YEAH you think i'm cute... i'm 13 years younger than you! You could almost be my dad." Weird.

So much for that "looking up" shit. Today was great until about 2 hours ago. What a let down. I tell you what - my personal life has been one string of disappointments after another lately.

I apologize for my previous entries, in all their bitter glory. I think I finally have my head on straight again - as a female, this is quite an accomplishment. Let's keep things short and sweet with a summary of my current attitude: Eff that guy.

I'm so insightful.

In other news, I've recently begun volunteering at Central Baptist two days a week. How I've been able to wake up every wed. and fri. at 5:15 am is beyond me. They need people to come in early though, so I'm doing it. Gotta look good for PA school though, so I'll take what I can get. The lady I work with in pre-op is super-cool. She is just as cute as can be, and always in a good mood. She also knows several PAs and says that all of them LOVE their jobs. That's very reassuring. The major thing that's really going to suck about PA school is my living situation. I'll be at home with mom and dad - and not working. This means NO MONEY. Maybe I'd be able to save up some significant dough if i'd quit spending it on Booze, eh?

My Katie finally e-mailed me some pictures she took the week she was home for new year's. I swear, if she still lived in town I would have seriously problems. You know, like alcoholism, broken bones, and the ol' chronic "busted gut." I like that term, it's scientific.






We made PIMP CUPS. Ballin' outta control.


As Katie put it, we make the damn bathroom walls look good.


This photo marks the high point of my life so far. Half-drunk, half-awake and slap-happy at 5:30 New Year's morning. That's it: I've peaked at 23, I can die happy now.

I'm a little behind on movies - there have been so many coming out recently that I want to see...I'm working on it. Anyway this weekend I finally saw "Little Miss Sunshine." I knew it was going to be fantastic almost immediately. I especially loved the grandpa - snorting heroin and always talking about sex...

It was also great to see a movie make fun of child beauty pageants. Those things really are SCARY - little girls are NOT supposed to look like that. I don't really feel like discussing it any further right now though - just watch the movie if you haven't already.

Being a godmother is the coolest job ever. All the fun with none of the responsibilities of being a parent. I just get to sit for him occasionally and take mommy out so she can get drunk and let daddy watch him. Plus, it just feels badass to be able to say "I'm a Godmother."